Wednesday, January 9, 2013

Dint mean it

People, including me got this habit where they speak without thinking the consequences.
Words can splashes out through writing or oral event faster than bullet.
Trust me, it is indeed real.

people can get hurt really bad with "words "
And we won't understand the degree of pains, not until we personally experience it.
When what done is done, the normal and most common act to seek for apologize would be this phrase "I didn't mean it"

As I mentioned earlier, what done is done.
Forgiveness might be given but the feel, the pain is already inserted inside human's brain.
Nothing can erase it.
No backspace button, no delete button, no restart button.
But still the very least that we can do.

If I hurt you, I am sorry.
I didn't mean it.

Saturday, December 29, 2012

感情

今天想讲的,是感情两个字。
我所谓的感情只包含亲情,友情和爱情。
它们三个可以并存吗?

亲情,因为习惯而把父母的努力变成理所当然,
把友情与爱情放在第一位,亲人最后。
他们生我们出来是有责任照顾我们成人的。
是这样的想法吗?
他们的牺牲往往得等到他们的离去才会被了解,才被珍惜。
但也已太迟了。

友情,因为有了爱情的出现而忽略了朋友,
如果此事真的发生了,被忽略的不应该怪第三者的出现,
而应该问你们之间的友谊到底值多少钱,
为什么那么容易被动摇。
等到了爱情离去,才会想起朋友的重要性。
但他们还在等你吗?
因为是你先放弃这段友谊。

爱情,因为不是单单两人的事情时而开始有了考验,
亲人与爱人的相处不是想象中的那么容易,
里面包含着如何待人处事,包容,理解,了解,........ etc
亲人的介入会影响彼此的爱情吗?
还会那么恩爱吗?

Thursday, December 27, 2012

认识我的,都知道我差不多每天脸挂着笑容。
被人说过嬉皮笑脸,
还被comment as happy go lucky person 。
可能是因为我深信一个人的心情,表情,
是带有传染性的。
笑,大家心情好,
哭,人跟着emo,
每天"苦瓜脸",身边的人也变成苦瓜干了(冷笑话)
何必?

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

也有害怕的时候

Sunday, December 2, 2012

I m sorry

I m so sorry again. I never know my action would hurt ppl's  feeling.  My intentions were just trying to make fun and  have fun. I such situation happened again where u never think of the consequences.  U truly r an idiot Ryan

Thursday, November 1, 2012

badminton tournament

just back from badminton tournament with my partner JY... We had tried our very best but still lost. There were too many pros especially in such badminton open.  REALLY 眼目一新

Friday, October 19, 2012

有些事情,
你明知道是不会成功的,
但还是会尽最大的努力去完成它,
好让自己没留下遗憾。

这才叫尽力

Friday, October 12, 2012

时间的人挤出来的~
这句话是重中学一位老师学回来的,
我个人是非常赞同这句话。

一天有24小时,
有人说多,有人说少。
多,是因为日子不充实,时间不知往哪里摆,
过着走一步看一步的态度做人,
到头来才发现自己真的没做过几样有意义的事。
如果你有尝试写日记,你会发现根本没有什么好些的,
因为365天做着同样的事情。

少,是因为时间观念差,把不重要的摆在前面,重要的?托。。
托到真的不可以再托了就随随便便把事情做了,算是有个交代嘛。

所以说,我很讨厌这句 ”我没有时间”!
是非常讨厌那种。
这根本就是个借口 An Excuse~!
欺骗别人再蒙骗自己。
当你真的很想把一间事做好时,这句话根本就不应该出现。
(could not express his anger with words)
(emo)



Tuesday, July 24, 2012

favourite

终于发现到我最爱做的事是吹海风,停海浪声。。。 它们就像魔法,让人有种非常放松relax的感觉。 在伤心emo时应该是比悲歌更好的解药。

Monday, July 23, 2012

ppinang trip

Currently at USM area where yap zai 's area, pulau pinang. Yap zai as the director viewing their practice on next 2months u concert. 编曲 which means combining somemuSic instrument into 1single s ong. So much effort on the job where they pay plenty of hours to complete one song, consuming so much energy and energy and energy . Sad case will be their effort only will show up on stage for few mere minutes where people might not even realize and enjoy the song. Jealous on this teamwork job , working hard together, laugh together and work out something good. Unlike me ,having nothing in college life but failures and regrets oly. Hopefully their effort will get paid and hav great memories .

ppinang trip

Currently at USM area where yap zai 's area, pulau pinang. Yap zai as the director viewing their practice on next 2months u concert. 编曲 which means combining somemuSic instrument into 1single s ong. So much effort on the job where they pay plenty of hours to complete one song, consuming so much energy and energy and energy . Sad case will be their effort only will show up on stage for few mere minutes where people might not even realize and enjoy the song. Jealous on this teamwork job , working hard together, laugh together and work out something good. Unlike me ,having nothing in college life but failures and regrets oly. Hopefully their effort will get paid and hav great memories .

Monday, July 9, 2012

生日,有家人的陪伴和 你在乎的朋友祝福, 已经是最棒的了

Saturday, July 7, 2012

88

Thursday, July 5, 2012

4 年前

4 年前的今天闯下了人身中最大的祸,
造成了无比的伤痛。
也是其中重要的转折点。

那教训刻骨铭心,每年都会想起再提醒自己

有人说,
经过了痛苦,
一个人才会改变,
才会成长,
才会珍惜。

(本人非常认同)

平平无奇的一身只是会带来遗憾

Thursday, June 28, 2012

有试过自己不知自己要什么吗?
有试过自己不知自己在想什么吗?
有试过决定了一件要做的事,下一秒就忘了?
有试过决定不了下一秒的事该怎么做?
有试过逃避现实吗?
有试过明明知道错的还撞个头过去?
有试过自暴自弃?
有试过放弃身边所有的东西?
有试过很想要拥有某些东西但不可以去争取?
有试过争取一些不应该争取的的东西?
有试过尽全力?
有试过忘不了?
有试过忘完了?

自己不知自己在想什么)


Thursday, June 21, 2012

SMS

以前的我, 可以24小时对着电话,
23小时对着几个人sms(写信息),
写着重复了又重复的话题,
 也许是恋爱而盲目吧,
手机从不离身,
睡觉洗澡也不不例外。

现在的我,已没这种习惯,
也再不喜欢这种沟通方式。
可能是太久没人找了吧?
有什么事,打个电话来,
又直接又爽快。

SMS,是一种很虚伪的沟通方式,
一个人可以在信息里写的“天花龙凤”,
 真正见面时连半句都说不出口,
 难道以后求婚也得靠SMS??
也太不浪漫了吧?

再说,SMS太华时间了,
你的一天真的没有比SMS更有意义?
 得牺牲它们来完成这项任务?


*poor Chinese writing here =P

Wednesday, May 9, 2012

那种痛苦,好久好久没经历过了。外面冷,里面热
最糟的是考试在进行着,怎样都得忍下去。
毕竟是跟着时间比赛。
幸运的是,成功的忍了下去,还写得不错 =P
没白费功夫。

The worse thing was coming after it,

睡睡不好,做做不了。
勉勉强强休息了整晚。
第二天手软脚软, 还陷入all black 的状态,
那种感觉真的可以说的生不如死,
结果没有意识下撞墙晕倒。

recover soon~

Friday, March 2, 2012

Realized that I couldn't express feelings with alphabets and write on papers or website anymore. Years of " Essay-less" truly make people weak.

Hardly could I remember any bombastic word or expression word that learned from JC Tuition years ago. How am I suppose to write an grade B essay with such standard of English?

One word : Disappointment

Thursday, February 16, 2012

不简单

耕田有耕田的难,读书有读书的难(刚刚告诉在UK升学的chiawli)

我们有差不多的情况发生(her's much more tougher for sure),
就是学业的困扰~!

这句话是真的,无论任何工作都有它的烦恼,它的幸苦,
如果烦恼增大了,应付不来就放弃,
那你就做不了大事了。(这句话是告诉着自己的)
这是你个人的问题,不是课程/工作的问题。
一定要有那份坚持,
那份努力,
哪怕是那一点点而已

努力,我做了。真的
cut down entertainment(一直告诉自己),
DotA,不玩了
Movie,少看了
Onlinegame, 动都没动过了
Drama,偶尔跟大姐看下
YouTube, 没东西看了
Facebook,IN Progress。。。

但原来,这些还不够。真的不够
haiz。。。。

有时会想为什么他们可以读书,出去玩,
兼职, 再抽出时间在家温习功课。
这一点都不简单!




Sunday, January 1, 2012

幸好没对着电脑倒数新年。。。xD