19-01-2010

我今天发现到其实我是蛮难接受批评的人来的，故事是重二姐投诉家里很乱很乱（事实上还真的蛮乱的），她讲到：“玩玩玩，你们怎样可以坐在酱乱的地方都不理的？”。 当时的我只想着都是她弄到的，加上这两天是她duty打扫叻，还敢在哪里比例巴拉？没骂她就好了！简直是不爽啊！！ 结果3姐弟都不管了继续做自己的事，玩game的玩game，睡觉的睡觉，做功课的做功课。这时我又来了，想到那两个懒虫绝对不会动的啦！还是自己来吧，一做就是1个小时，还是半夜叻=。= 至少我肯去做，而且当看到自己做到的一切时会有一种满足感是重内心发出的，我所最求的其中一种感觉。

想回去其实也是少少的家务而已嘛，姐姐一个在忙Final Project，一个刚刚做完Project，身为弟弟的我就应该体谅下她们，但就是不知为什么有一点点的不爽，可能是被批评了但没去接受吧！

被人批评时，如有不爽而去选着抗拒它，不接受它，我们就不能从中学习任何的东西，反而接受它对他人对自己都是百利无一害。这个道理我们明白但不是时时都可以实习到~

Degree

I will be taking Pure Accounting in my degree course...

等。。。

明：“4.30来载我回家啊。”
强；“好”
4.30
明：“你在哪里？”
强:“来着了来着了！”（其实强还在家里刚刚冲完凉而已）
明就傻傻的在哪里等到5点强才到。

这个场面很熟系吧？对！它经常发生！明明是说好了时间干嘛还会酱呢？真是讨厌！
你不喜欢等人，人家也不喜欢等你， 所以叻,守时很重要！！！

I do not know

i do not know:
-what i likes
-what i loves
-my futures
-my favorites
-moods
Most important is i do not know myself.

我以为~

我以为我有进步的~
我以为我有改变的~
我以为我以长进了~
但原来到头来,
我,还是从前的我,
什么都不是...

02-December-2009

　　　你们真的是很笨! 我只能这样说~网络是言论自由,有时被批评,狂骂,看小都有可能会发生的但... 因为这种小事而放弃BLOG/FABEBOOK? Sorry la, 我看不出有什么理由应该这样做! 为了读书,朋友+自己得离乡背井到更好的地方求学但如何与好友保持联络呢? 当然是由MSN或Facebook这些medium来帮忙的吗! 难道真的是每天SMS+打电话啊?

再加上这些MEDIUM能够在不同情况下帮到我们,甚至可以比赛,赚钱哪!那来的坏处能够比这些好处多?

真是对不起如果读者读了有hurtｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ，在这跟你们道歉，我只是想说心地话而已．．．

　对了对了！我们乊，别那么容易被影响到，别人告诉你抽烟是好的，你就去抽喔！老师教的书你就任为本１００％对的乊！猪会爬树你信吗？．．．用头脑想想，分析下，三思而后行不会死的～

book review

Again, I had gain a quite high mark in a presentation which is English Book Review. We were requiring to read a whole book that is "good book", some kind of motivation or educational book. At that particular moment, I still remember one of my friend's reaction which is :" Ha.... book again a?", ya that's right as our 1st English assignment also related to book, <> and most of them have no idea what to do and what to read.

My mind only set up with <> as I only know this book that is quite interesting (My sis Said). Besides, this book in my rack had almost full of dust as I never... I mean I seldom touch it. The book is borrowed from my Sister and I started to read it.

This book explaining the critical role our unconscious mind plays in creating illness and injury, and teaches us how to deal with it. The book is <<When Chicken Soup is Not Enough, Revolutionary Healing through the Mind-Body Connection>>. Unfortunately, this book didn't manage to attract me because... I don know, maybe the author keep on repeating the sick illness sick illness sick and illness. That is why I follow some of my friends to MPH (book store), again, find a good book to read and that it is! <<>>. With a good title and got reputation of the author, I decided to buy this book that cost me RM46.85 only.

Skips all the details, and Huat la! I gain 10marks in the Book Review! Mr. Irene( English lecturer) gave me a full marks that make up my 9+1( I don't know the meaning). She even shakes my hand and said:"Congratulation Ryan, u gains a full mark from me." I was Stunned as if the world had stop rotating in that particular few second.... ok ok, I know it is quite "kua zhang" but I was really TOO HAPPY. I had no enough preparation for this book review, Just go to the front of the class and share with everyone what ever I know about this book, surprisingly teacher likes my attitude and this is the book review that she want but no a simple presentation. Thank God that my RM46.85 was proved worth.

Started to enjoy the stress and pressure when stand in front of everyone.