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I realize:

I want to be different with ordinary people. That build my personality.

我喜欢突出，尤其是当别人都注意到自己的时候。

I love improvements but changes demotivate me.

我想要变坏，得到坏的朋友一起做坏事。

I wish to be praised by someone.

我享受被看得起，被重用的感觉。

I need friends, all types of friend.

There is no excuse of not understand the module content, you must try to find solution instead of let the situation getting worse. Ryan, please always play a positive role in the class.

可以看到老师对我是有一定的期望但我担心我会令她失望。。。。

其实我有那种能力来改变别人吗？ 自己都控制不了自己的我一点信心都没有。

自己终于成年了，翅膀已长好朝蔚蓝的天空展翅飞翔。同时，他们的骨骼老化，记忆力衰退，体力已不如从前般强壮。皮肤也出现斑点了~

岁月不留人。。。看见他们一年比一年年老，动作一年比一年迟钝时，会有很酸很酸的感觉。

你们能够理解吗？也有同感吗？

物以类聚

在FM无意中听见这句物以类聚。

我们不只是把物品分类摆放，“朋友” 也是。 赞同？

晚上突然想找人谈天，我会找TMK、ALAN但不会找koh、joe。 这代表他们两在我心目中比较重要吗？不。 是因为我们会把朋友分类，不同的时候会想起不同的人。应该说想起不同性格的人。找到一个不能够明白自己的问题的朋友讲心事可不是对牛弹琴吗？

比如说找人shopping，你绝对不会找那些没有耐性等你的人吧？出去吃饭不想有挑剔选吃的朋友在一起，免得吃一餐都辛苦。更不会特地找宅男、宅女出去运动晒太阳。

有些人跟他们出去一起几个小时感觉时间过得特别快， 很舒服。可有人跟他出门路途感觉特别遥远, 路走也走不完。再多几分钟都嫌多~

你们被分类至那一种朋友呢？别人需要朋友时会想起你吗？约你是真的想见到你还是被逼的或筹够人数而已？

知心朋友还是过路人而已？

如果平时没人找你出门，那就应该好好反省自己到底是不是出了些问题搞得朋友远离你。

我们人是贪心的，朋友永远不嫌多。 不是为了数量而已，而是为了分类得更多。

每个人在其他人眼中扮演了不同的角色。也许某某人认为他性格开朗，凡是都看得轻，。可别人会认为他单纯幼稚，不成熟~

Secondary School Friends

So these are my Secondary school classmates. All Gained flying color results.

I do feel Jealous on them. T_T However, I still indeed proud to have them. Now they are having scholarship to further their study. SO DAM SYoK nia!

Chiawli: UK
Nazrin: Australian
Edwin: Newzealand
Shiaulin: India
Alan: India
Yap Zhai: USM(JPA)
Tay: UNI10(JPA)

And the others that go to College CONFIRM take scholarship/sponsorship from their college.

I am the one left alone behind in despair, not u Nazrin!

1Malaysia

I got a friend, good friend that is a Malay but that doesn't make any different between us.

He can speak chinese very well, you might misjudged him if as a Chinese if u dint look at him face to face.

Ya, he know chinese because he is from Chinese primary school.

Now, we hangout together even though he left us for a few year, without racism.

I hate people around me critic on other races people. When you said "Babi Melayu", you are discriminating them and yet they are not deserving it. It is so unfair to them to be judged because of other people's fault.

Our harmony is formed because of respect between each other and this respectfulness formed 1Malaysia. Love your country by respecting people around you.

I am surprised when I read this article that written our Tunku Abdul Rahman's Great granddaughter, Lisa. Share with u all^.^

Sharyn Lisa Shufiyan, 24, Conservationist

Both my parents are Malay. My mum's heritage includes Chinese, Thai and Arab, while my dad is Minangkabau. Due to my skin colour, I am often mistaken for a Chinese.

I'm happy that I don't have the typical Malay look but I do get annoyed when people call me Ah Moi or ask me straight up "Are you Chinese or Malay"

Like, why does it matter? Before I used to answer "Malay" but now I'm trying to consciously answer Malaysian instead.

There's this incident from primary school that I remember till today. Someone told me that I will be called last during Judgement Day because I don't have a Muslim name. Of course, I was scared then but now that I'm older, I realise that a name is just a name. It doesn't define you as a good or bad person and there is definitely no such thing as a Muslim name. You can be named Rashid or Ali and still be a Christian.

I've heard of the 1Malaysia concept, but I think we don't need to be told to be united. We've come such a long way that it should already be embedded in our hearts and minds that we are united. Unfortunately, you can still see racial discrimination and polarisation. There is still this ethno-centric view that the Malays are the dominant group and their rights must be protected, and non Malays are forever the outsiders.

For the concept to succeed, I think the government should stop with the race politics. It's tiring, really. We grew up with application forms asking us to tick our race. We should stop painting a negative image of the other races, stop thinking about 'us' and 'them' and focus on 'we', 'our' and 'Malaysians'.

No one should be made uncomfortable in their own home. A dear Chinese friend of mine said to me once, "I don't feel patriotic because I am not made to feel like Malaysia is my home, and I don't feel an affinity to China because I have never lived there.

I know some baby Nyonya friends who can trace their lineage back hundreds of years. I'm a fourth generation Malaysian. If I am Bumiputra, why can't they be, too? Clearly I have issues with the term.

I think the main reason why we still can't achieve total unity is because of this 'Malay rights' concept. I'd rather 'Malay rights' be replaced by human rights. So unless we get rid of this Bumiputra status, or reform our views and policies on rights, we will never achieve unity.

For my merdeka wish, I'd like for Malaysians to have more voice, to be respected and heard. I wish that the government would uphold the true essence of parliamentary democracy. I wish for the people to no longer fear and discriminate against each other, to see that we are one and the same.

I wish that Malaysia would truly live up to the tourism spin of Malaysia truly Asia. Malaysians to lead - whatever their ethnic background. Only ONE NATIONALITY MALAYSIAN. No Malays, No Chinese, No Indians - ONLY MALAYSIANS. Choose whatever religion one is comfortable with.




*Read this from http://therascal23.blogspot.com/2010/08/merdeka-merdeka-merdeka.html. ^.^

有一个小男孩脾气很坏。

父亲给了他一袋钉子，并告诉他说：“以后你每次生气发怒的时候，就用锤子把一颗钉子敲到院子的围墙上去。”

第一天，小男孩敲了26颗钉子。

在以后几个星期中，男孩努力控制自己的脾气，他每天在围墙上敲的钉子就越来越少了。

不久，男孩发现，控制自己的脾气 比敲钉子还容易。终于有一天，男孩一次脾气也没有发。

他自豪地告诉父亲：“我终于学会控制自己的怒气了。”

父亲很高兴然后告诉儿子：“此后，如果你一天不发脾 气，就到围墙那里拔出一棵钉子。”

许多天之后，男孩又骄傲的向父亲宣布，他终于把自己以前在围墙上敲的钉子全拔干净了。

父亲说：“儿子，你学会不发脾气了，做得很好，我为你骄傲。但你看看，在围墙上留下你敲钉子时留下的洞眼，围墙再也不是从前的围墙了。这就像你生气时说话伤人一样，气话也会留下伤痕，就像这些钉子留下来的洞眼。尽管之后你不断的道歉，但留在别人心灵的伤疤却不能磨灭。”

Reference: http://kid0204.blogspot.com/2010/08/blog-post_27.html。 She truly has good writing skill.

刚刚读完了这一段故事，它再次提醒自己说话前要想一想那句话会带来这么样的后果，会后悔吗？承担得起吗？

三思而后行~

近年来开始明白了自己，看得出几个弱点/坏习惯。其中一个因该就是讲错话吧！在不该出声的情况说了令人反感的话。 都怪自己把嘴管不好，在自己的墙壁上钉上了铁钉。事后都无法弥补了。