Ordinary

lately never update this blog, you know why? The reason is because nothing much happened this this few months. Only Work, Game, and Sleep. No Up and Down..... No Surprise No Madness...... This Ordinary Life SUCKS.

Perhaps I should quit Online game again as promised to 1 of my best friend. We told each other Online game make us no life, no girl and this is definitely true. Girls wont like this Man to face the virtual world 24 hours right?

By The Way,

I saw her having hard time lately, expressed her feeling all over her Blog. Emos Spreaded to readers.

Do Hope that she will get well soon. There are much more important things than Love.

Everthing Things Will Be OK. ^.^ Cheer~!

Jealous and Envy

wad a special feeling... this maybe called jealous? NO, should say envy.

This feeling is starting with" WOW" and asking myself how can they ever do it? The thing that you work hard before but failed is actually achieved or completed my someone else. They celebrate it happily, Joyfully, laugh from bottom of their heart.

How i wished to be in the same shoe.

Next question came into my mind, "why cant I get it too"? (sounds jealous-ing) I believe most of the thing have no 2nd chance, even u successfully completed it, it wont be the same as previous. Example, Our Dr.Lee Chong Wei finally won Lin Dan in a match,however, in some of the perception of people will still think that Dr.Lee stand no chance on winning Lin. Why? Because he lost the 1st chance.

I wished to celebrate it with them, a word congratulation to wish them but in bottom of my heart, It feels "sour"

真正的敌人

我真正的敌人是自己. 这句话一点都没错。

我让自己的懒惰变得好强大，大得克服不了它。

明明是大难临头还如此放肆，放纵自己。。

成功者找方法，失败者找借口！

问题不是

谁不明白？

而是

谁能做到？

不在乎

当你很在乎赢与输的时候， 你会努力，跟对方拼了！
赢了，很有胜利感。骄傲自己所付出的一切。
输了，对得起自己。下一次一定能赢回他。
可是！
我很久没有酱的感觉了。没了想赢的感觉！也失去了胜利感！
把现在与中学在berlian，st.john, pengawas 相比，
可以说是天渊之别。
为什么会酱？？
环境还是自己出了问题？

没怀疑过你们对我是好友之情还是纯粹过客，因为我对你们有一定的信心才没怀疑过你们也没有必要怀疑。就算别人怎么样形容/解释/胡扯，不是你清口说出来的，我都不应该相信！ 朋友不就是因该这样吗？信任

如果是好友，几年不见，可能需要一段时间来找回以前的感觉毕竟双方都会成长，都会改变。 但我相信过后那感觉一定还是跟以前一样。 因为友情永存，兄弟依然是兄弟。

男人得自强！
要让自己建立不依靠别人的念头， 不依赖别人的施舍。
自己的利益，自己争取。
就算做错了也算是努力过，对自己付了个责任， 没人可以怨你说你做出了！

This 9 phrase surely can answer most of the questions in your mind.

「發展：從健康心理開始」
「自信：從認識自我開始」
「成功：從學會學習開始」
「和諧：從人際交往開始」
「快樂：從管理情緒開始」
「關愛：從理解家庭開始」
「幸福：從學會戀愛開始」
「成長：從應對壓力開始」
「人生：從珍愛生命開始」

taken this from news.