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I realize:

I want to be different with ordinary people. That build my personality.

我喜欢突出，尤其是当别人都注意到自己的时候。

I love improvements but changes demotivate me.

我想要变坏，得到坏的朋友一起做坏事。

I wish to be praised by someone.

我享受被看得起，被重用的感觉。

I need friends, all types of friend.