Wednesday, February 3, 2010

St.John

Once again, St.John Ambulance St.Patrick in TWU didn't get the champion but 1st runner up. Is this a curse or what? St.john had lose the competition since the 1st year i join St.John and now, we had retired from this organization but still received the news that st.john lose. Let me count, it is 7 years back then. SEVEN long year~( no offense)

The effort & time we put in, undoubted should be the highest among other team, but still receive disappointment after that much of training. Seniors felt that this was the last matching for them and deeply in their heart was to achieve something that was memorable, something that can let juniors,teacher and everyone to be proud of. "想在离开前,画上一个美好的句点。"

However, certain critical mistake would be there when in stress and HUA LAA! Excluded in the Champion. The incident is still fresh as if it is just happened yesterday, a team with full spirit matching in the field, under my command, prepared to prove to everyone that we are the best! But the response/feedback that i received was " we cant hear your command" and we not even included in top5. That particular moment, my mind went blank, for real! Am I the one who bring failure to the whole team? Answer is Yes even though they/everyone denied.

当时伤心到想躲着一个人静静的哭,毕竟那可是最后一年,没有好好把握这次机会,就有如在人生中留下污点了!擦也擦不掉。
竟然又一次的让大家失望了!

还记得第一次的胜利是alphonsus带领的,当时在礼堂等待着成绩TINA紧张到哭了,成绩还没公布吧!大家都在发抖,希望得到胜利。知道大家为何会酱吗? 因为我们都有付出过,而且是不少,每个星期至少有2次training。train了住住3个月(如果没记错) 用着真心来对待此事,真正的努力过!牺牲3个月来,不,应该说牺牲3个月的周末来赢取那个奖,值得吗?值得。。。而且是超值的~
有时虽然输了,但大家的努力是有目共睹的(除非真的没有努力啦),无论成绩是排名第几,都是有人以你们为傲的!加油!
金钱都换不到的快乐!

5 comments:

Karen said...

眼泪,居然在眼眶里打转……
没有力气去追寻什么,没有心情不描述什么,没有资格让眼泪流下来。

Karen said...

看完你的blog,再去看tsang的,
还好,没有哭出来…………

Han said...

Ya...its the stinging feeling inside...thx for sharing it.....and i knw i'm not alone....haha...

Han said...

Its the same feeling that we hav for penutupan when we won the first and second prize...its was one of my proudest moment and happiest hours.....

Ryan said...

happy that u all like this post. Childhood is the most wonderful things, fully utilize it!